Someone, please, anyone!  I can't see the path anymore.  I'm lost in my own head, lost in all the pain, fear, guilt, anger, and jealousy.  There's nothing left for me there, nothing left to see, to hold, to touch.  I can't even see my own reflection in the mirror.  what I see is not me, not who I am.  I hurt so much, but I can't explain why exactly that is.  Nothing I do changes this, and nothing I can forsee will.  It is as if I cannot tell where and when my emotions flow, where or when I lose and find myslf again.  Love is one of the most cruel emotions that I have ever felt, for nothing good has come from it, nothing that makes me a better person.  All I have gotten from love is pain, jealousy, anger, and confusion.  Whatever the case, I am too far gone to really care.  It doesn't matter anymore.